Friday, October 18, 2002

::sighs:: Since I slept at 5 am in the morning, I had a pettilous 2 hour nap and I'm tired as shit right now. So anywayz, some things to discuss. Sadly, I'm deprived from Shelly-ism lately. XD I rarely see her around now, but since I always have something that keeps me busy, its been rather lonesome.::sighs::I hate being lonely dammit.

O yah, today I had another shitty scolding lesson from "the mother." I don't understand wether its me who has the problem or the one who starts the occasion fights by yelling in front of my ears till they pop. Well, either way, she has no fucking reason to be pissed off at me. In fact, I have a godo reason to be pissed back at her. The querraling started when she was complaining why I participated in the AIDS walk, which is this Sunday. No one wasn't going to drop me. Well guess what? I questioned why she had no work on Sunday and she gives me an excuse by saying she doesn't know her way around Downtown San Jose and that she might get lost! WTF kinda excuse was dat!! NOW THERE'S EVIDENCE OF COWARDICE RIGHT THERE!! = = Poor mommy why do u do this to me?? I just wanted to attend to help out my community just for once and she rewards me back with a slap in the cheek and finger pointing annoyance. Looks familiar? Grr...Pissed...::fart sounds:: And whenever I ask her why she keeps yelling back at me, she always says the same fucking answer I've had to hear everytime this happens. "Because you don't understand." What is there to understand??!! Sheesh, mom has no morality intentions in her I can tell. She never makes sense outta these arguements. Oh, and I apologize if my orchestrated swearing scared u you guys, but it was just to realese my frustration. Thank gawd, I feel much better now, so moving on.

I was gonna stay in anime club this afternoon, but I had an appointment with the doctor person who's gonna pull out my wisdom teeth. XD Yupperz, I'm gonna have 4 of the bastards taken off. ^^;;. Im a little nervous whenever I have tooth extractments, especially with the dentist. It's a nightmare, because you're awake and u feel the dentist jabbing into ur teeth like how a oil digger drills into the ground. For now, all I did was take a panaramic X-ray, in which the camera device thingy takes pictures of every angle of my head. After, I was brought into a room were I had to watch this gay video for 8 minutes concerning about wisdom teeth and after surgery procedure stuff. Exciting...XD After watching the tape, the doc came in to discuss a few things about my tooth. He said my bottom wisdom, is impacted because it hasn't grown outside of my gum tissue, which meant it was growing in a different direction. The weird thing is it doesn't bother me now, but if I let it stay there is wouldn't be a pretty site. ><; So yah, I'm only looking forward to being gassed happily to sleep while they operate like I'm some specimen to be poked at. Ho Ho j/k!! XD

Suppose to update the gallery today but hell,::farts::I'm tired, still can't talk, I'm gonna sleep. Snuggles onto bed. G-nite kiddies...

O yah Reins, thanx for the comforting words that other day. It's what my cousin deserves. =) Another Zoro layout there!? Zoro+goggles = drool and more drool !!! U deserve a PLUGGY!!! >,<;
Kat: Wow another anti-math person! YEA, I'm not the only one!! XD

Goku:Gehh! I wanna watch Shaman King too. I wanna see Horo Horo in there!! WAH... XC

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Tuesday, October 15, 2002

Current mood: pissed.......=(

Before I rant about normal things, there were a few arosing issues I wanted to address that happned today. One of them involves my cousin Lei and the other is obviously my problem. The reason I wanted to point it out was because it concerns me and the people I live with. So here it goes.

This morning my Auntie Azon who lives behind our house was gonna drop by my cousin and me to school today. I wasn't finished eating my toasted cheese bread this morning I had. So at 7:30, I went to my cousin's house whie still nibbling on my breakfast. ^^; I see Auntie Azon's face all messed up and moody, just judging by the gaze in her eyes. Yah, I can tell a person's mood from physique analyzing. It was 7:47, and we would've left by now. Auntie's voice suddenly arises similar to the the sound of a fucked up grandfather-clock. The reason she was pissed was because she was blamming Lei dat she couldn't find the key to the garage. So I stood there witnessing a heated dispute between auntie and Lei. Auntie kept saying a buncha mean things dats too disturbing for the public eye to see. Sadly, auntie's rage grew even worse than the 1st case, since she has a medical history of high blood pressure, similar to why mom gets mad easily. That wasn't the case however. I can tell Lei hated auntie for so long ever since I first met her. To tell you the truth, I didn't like Auntie Azon much either. She tends to blame Lei on certain issues that are considered too exagerated. In other words, she's one of those types that likes to be ecredited for what she does. She believes everything she does should alwayz go her ways. She disgusts me to my stomach. Asain relatives gotta love them....One time, she got so pissed at Lei, because their dog wouldn't stop barking. Now wuts wrong with that? Of course, its natural for dogs to bark, but that's not a reason to blame it someone who didn't even do anything. She starts saying things that Lei didn't tame the dog good enough and that she should be spanked for that. Wow, check out the loving parent she is. Heartless, bitch. I know this isn't none of my business, but I needed to say something since I'm sick of auntie scolding Lei for completely flawless reasons. She's totally an idiot and everything about her symbloizes my hatred for her.

This afternoon everything came crashing down on me this time. It all begins with 6th period. Today we just had our little Senate game, meaning the bill's passed down by the committee's and everything goes to the clerk and speaker person. I didn't realize though that my bill passed. ^__^ I was happy at first, but later everything just got shitty from there. I thought my bill was good enough to pass, but nooo everyone voted opposed it!! WTF was dat I tell u? Now I realized how Tsu-kun felt when he did this assignment. Mine waa about educating students on gun violence. Students attending collage should be able to attend a non-profit program dealing with the issues of gun related violence. On the bill, I mentioned dat a $20 fee should be offered for one semester. Last week one of the commitees testified me and I told them I wanted to change that the program should be non-profit instead, so I have a better chance of actually getting it passed. But when the class debated, this idiot argued that people should pay for the class. WTF is wrong you!! A few argued that minors shouldn't be concerned for the security of the public and say its a waste of time. That only make things worse. Urghh. As a result, the whole class voted against me!! Now dat was just fucking insulting. I was right, people are idiots. Maybe I should've wrote a bill against clonning people instead.

::SIGHS::So anyway, what has BUM been up to lately? Well, I'm gonna update the art gallery pretty soon. But I haven't been up to scanning my drawings lately, since my laziness keeps reminding me. BUSY BUSY BUSY! XD Yesterday, I was watching more of those Disney movies I rarely watch stashed away in the video cabinet in the living room.::blows dust offa the shelf::The purpose, rewinding to my favorite singing parts. O yah...^^;. After watching Nightmare Before Christmas, I poped in The Lion King after. It's one of those Disney films dat doesn't have annoying characters sing in every important chapter. ^^ Dear lord it gets repititive. XD Hakuna Matatta anyone?..... If u didn't notice those who've seen the Scorpion King, u can tell they copied the Lion King's logo design. Coincidence? I thought so. XD

O yah I'm glad everyone liked the layout. Everyone, seems to like the swirli-ness stuff. ^^ Yes, Rasterizing is good 4 U. =D

David: I can really use dat cookie. =D

Reins: Whoo!! U got purty layout too. It's blue like mine!! XD

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